I was sat at my table and writing on my notepad; trying to comfort myself that no matter how fragmented I have felt over the course of today – and how I have been pulled in many directions – that God has always been with me; that there is nothing to fear.

I have panicked as due to the targeting I have experienced, I have lost memories and thoughts, and each day I spend hours trying to ‘reassemble’. I am not saying this for pity, but to give context. I do not blame those involved either. We are all God’s children and I love them very much; what I write here is as much for them as it is for anyone else.

As I wrote, “God is always here – don’t panic.”, I had a vision of Anandamayi Ma at my side, who represents Divine Mother. I felt such comfort and reassurance; so happy and relieved. Anandamayi Ma appears to me often during the day as a guide, but also as a representation of God’s presence.

We are never alone, no matter how it seems or feels. I hope there will come the opportunity to assemble these stories in a book for children and adults, so they have an awareness no matter how lonely or bleak life seems, they are loved unconditionally and never abandoned. To encourage them to go within and seek God/Source/All That Is and truth that we are not our bodies and that we are never separate from anyone, anything, nor God.

To feel and know that love is most important; to relieve suffering wherever possible. Love comes first.

“I AM WITH THEE”

I was struggling with overwhelm and my thoughts couldn’t move in the right direction about an issue which had caused upset in relation to certain others, and despite knowing on a certain level what the answers were and who I am in truth, I couldn’t access what I needed – I went into a ‘freeze’ state.

I heard, “I am with thee.” and then felt soon after the blockage relieved and the energy of forgiveness and grace dissolve any upset or resentment I had been trying to resisting/trying to shift. I heard a quiet voice speak during this process as each person involved had words of grace/forgiveness spoken over them – this is what I had been striving to do as I knew I didn’t have any ill will towards them in truth, but my brain couldn’t function properly in those moments.

Within a second or two, all the distress and anxiety about resolving the matter had disappeared, and what was left was relief and a restoration of love and harmony.

I have heard Jesus and God/All That Is/Source all come through with the phrase, “I am with you.” I am fairly certain it was Jesus who assisted earlier. Jesus wants us all to know he is with us. This is one of his main messages, and also that “we are One”. This is not a religious message; it is to help those who are suffering and to encourage people to explore their consciousness and seek God/Source/All That Is.

It is all about love: as are all these moments of grace, and this is why I share them with others.

Hope this helps.